Feeling upset !!

Granny, I'm missing you badly.. How I wish I can go AngMoKio now & find you. When think about you, the tear will auto roll down from my eye! I'm seriously wondering, how're you doing, are you doing fine etc... I didn't work in Sunday, supposed to visit you, but I always being lazy & never visit you since Chinese new year till now. I'm sorry!! I'm seriously sorry! I keep telling uncle that I'll accompany you, visit you etc but, I did not... What am I thinking & doing actually. Why can't I just visit you every Sunday!! I'm wondering. I miss you so much. And, is you, Ah Ma! I'm gonna visit you every Sunday from this week onwards. I promise!! :) No lazy-ness etc!! Sorry again :( Sighs, I feel so fucked up, disappointed & upset. Tear is seriously auto dropping down from my eye! I hope I'll be better !! Ah Ma, wait for me, I'm coming this Sunday & I seriously can't wait .. Can't wait to see you! If I could, I'll really hug you tightly! :)