Quite vexed lately =(

Feeling quite vex lately.. Grandmother is in hospital now and yet I haven't visit her. She's going for operation soon and the worse part is, both my grandmother have to go for operation =( Yes, paternal and maternal side. Nothing can feel more worse than this. Just hope both my grandmother will be fine. Sometimes, I feel that I'm really useless. Did not accompany grandmother when I'm able to. Sigh. Therefore I told myself this, when something happen, I better don't regret and cry. Because everything will be too late and I need no one to cheer me up as I knew I failed being their grandchild. Whatever it is, I'll try my very best to accompany them when I can. I don't wish to have anything that will makes me feel regretful =) Okay dokie, went to dye back black color earlier on. Time really files and Monday is coming real soon. I'm feeling extremely nervous and excited for the police officer selection assignment. Hope everything will goes smoothly. Anyway, I've decided, if I can't get into SPF, I'll just join SAF. But nah, I've 101% confidence that I'll get into SPF.. ***Action face*** Oh yeah, quited m1 job last few days. For your info if you don't know, m1 is just my weekend job. I quit because many of my friends had already resign and the schedule planner keep changing. Worse part is, they arrange me to another place which I doesn't like it. So, nevermind, just quit. And thanks god that I found something better =) Mobile promoter. Yes, Samsung phone!! Went to their interview yesterday at Ayer Rajah and Tuesday I've to attend the phone training lesson. After that, I can finally start work already. Although the working hour is quite long, but it's alright because I'll have more money. Hehehehe! Spend too much during February, going to be broke soon. Red packets and Liondance money have $600+, I left $100.. Really have to cover back!! If not you'll see me going insane. I'm someone who can't live with little money. I'll feel very pekchek. Okay la, earning back slowly and controlling my spending. Lesson learned already.