你们因该觉得我有病，我到底在失望和伤心什么。不怕给你们知道，我是真的有病，在伤心，失望我不因该伤心的东西！最惨的是还每次弄自己到不像人！很对不起我身边的那几个好人！我让你们担心和跟我一起难过。真的不好意思！可是我真的没事了。我需要看开一点和坚强！It's really painful to see your family member in trouble or something bad happened to them. Saying they'll change but ended up did not. This really disappoint me. I know it's really hard, not easy to change away the bad habit, but I always believe, nothing is impossible!! If you've got the heart to change, worrying this & that, doesn't want to make people upset or worry, you can definitely change. It's just depending on yourselves whether you want or don't want :D Am I right? Anyway, I doesn't want to say it so obvious, but if you know what I'm saying then good for you, if not, I'm sorry. Currently I'm writing letter to three particular person. Whenever I'm replying their letter, I always hope that one day, I need not to write anymore letter. But guess, I'm dreaming. Instead of writing to lesser people, now, I'm writing to more == Perhaps they don't know how upset we're & they can happily do all the silly things without thinking of their loved one and the people who love them. Anyway, those people who told me they'll change and never prove it one, I'm gonna freaking ignore you. Don't bull your shit to me if you're just saying for fun. I'm not gonna believe you if you ain't proving. Pls try harder if you're talking bullshit :D Anyway, I'm utterly fine now. 我不想再让那些无聊的东西弄到我自己不开心了！看开点会比较好！Okay dokie, first day of work today. Everything is fine & my job is quite simple. Just very stressful.. Yes, stress that I'll count the money wrongly. But afterall, it's not bad, will get use to it slowly. And ya ya ya, I met a very funny customer today. Coming into the shop to do treatment but he don't have money to pay. So I follow him to go withdraw, but ended up his bank has no money. We can't do much but to call the police. First day of work and such things happened. Lucky or what? But anyway, nevermind. Just don't want more to come. Okay, heading to bed now. Good night world =)
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