Utterly down..

1years ago!! Hope it won't repeat!!!
One day if I'm really sorry, I'll slash the word S.O.R.R.Y out at my wrist!!
One day if I goes crazy I'll do it to make myself awake!
Working recently & finally today I don't have to work already.. Will only be working next week again.. Ended work around 10plus yesterday. Actually, wanted to go BoatQuay to have some drink, but, end up, didn't go. Don't understand why I'm so down & so fucked up this few days.. Somehow don't feel like talking to people & when people talk to me, I take it so seriously. Haiz. Just give me time. And ya, thinking back about last time. How I hurt myself & those, I seriously find it very stupid.. But, you people, don't force me to make myself stupid again!! Because, I've stop those rubbish for quite sometime already. Poking my own hand with ciggs, slashing my neck with pen knife, slashing my hand with pen knife & holding glass bottle.. Those action are really stupid. I hope, I won't do this again to myself.. (: People, don't force me to do it, because, it'll be very fking ugly yaa! (: And, right now, after years, I still have the scar at my neck, hand & wrist! I doesn't want more..

To: Bitch!

Better talk to me properly & don't let me know you're lying again yaa! Let me know, you'll confrim die in my hand. You yrself fking know how much you bluff me already & let me be an idiot don't know anything.. And, when talking to me, stop yr dey yeah. Who you think you talking with? And, stop using block letter in yr fking bloody message.. If you want, come right infront of me & dey or shout, don't need text me with block letter. (: 1 word to you, Bitch! Better be aware of what you saying or doing! Don't ever force me to raise hand on yr fking face!