Pokey Baby! Amy (:
If only I could..... How I wish I can read everyone mind. But, the problem is I can't & Its not only me, is everyone out there. Sometime seeing me smiling & joking away with you guys, doesn't mean I'm alright. Is just that, I'm pretending to put a smile on my face, to tell you guys that, I'm okay & I'm fine. But, the facts is actually, I'm not. I wanne share with people, especially those close one, how I feel, what am I really thinking & etc, but, somehow, I don't know how to start. I'm seriously like not okay. Long ago, I don't have this type of feeling already. But, Its seem, this weird feeling is coming back to me. I always told myself, I can't fell & gotta stand up by myself if so.. And yes, I can! Cos, I always know, I'm strong & there's people around me will help me, by encouraging me! Yes, is just encouragement! But, those little small encouragement do works on me! I wanne share my feeling later on, I wanne share with my close friend & I wanne share with my 14 year childhood brother (: This brother of mine is really AWESOME! Yes, we did quarrel & stuff, but, after awhile, we'll be alright, without sitting down to settle or what. Unless the problem is really a big one! And, he do really understand me well. I can say, no one can understand me that well, other than him! Alright, guess I shall stop here & upload picture which I took together at XiaoGuiLin with XinYi last week one!!To: You!
6 more days & you're going in! I hope you would be good inside & take care of yrself when you're in. I really miss those time ): When I'm outside, you can talk to me until I reach home, even the next morning you gotta work. Mr.Lim, take care okay. I'll wait for you to be out (: Always remembered, LKL (:
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