Happy legal 18th birthday to myself :D

Finally, Happy legal 18th Birthday to myself :D Felt very blessed to have all of you =)

Thank you everyone for the wishes and gifts :D And yes, thank you so much for planning my 18th birthday too! You know who you're :D I do and really did enjoy alot!! Really really really appreciate it lots and I didn't expect all this to happen! Omg! This is really a memorable legal 18th birthday. And yes, all this simply show you guys still remember me and of cos, my birthday!! Really thanks for all the wishes, gifts, everything and I'm more than happy to received all of your wishes! Be it long or short message, as long as you got the heart and did wish me, I'm happy enough :D So again and sorry for repeating, THANK YOU ALL OF YOU, MY LOVED ONES AROUND ME :D I Love All Of You Lots!! =)
Thanks lots to the both event planner :D Both Lawrence Chan Teng Seng & Tessly Goh Wan Ting!!

Well, I'm officially 18 years old now and everything in me have to change. Yes, I'm referring to all the negative stuffs like my hot temper, attitude etc. I'll be more sensible and not anyhow rant my attitude from today onwards :) Yes, of cos to remain cool and calm when I'm angry too. I've said it out here, so whoever or whenever, if you see me going to rant my attitude or losing control in anger, please remind me of what I post today =) Thank you first. Haha! Most importantly, I sincerely wanna apologize for what I've done wrong in the past (before 18th).. Be it offended you, made you angry, raise hand on you or hurt you etc before, I'm utterly sorry. Please forgive me but you can don't forget because I know this is what human being always said "I can forgive but not forget" so, it's up to you as long as I know you've already forgiven me! And yea, I'm going to register for my car license tomorrow already and after that, I'll be heading to USS. Again and again, thanks for bringing me to USS and celebrate with me! I must say, it's my first time & I'll really enjoy. This is so much more exciting. Really can't wait to have my license and enjoy tomorrow at USS! Just hope and pray everything will goes smoothly for the car license!! And and and ya, most importantly hope I won't be Ahgua tomorrow at USS ^^ Is a must for me to try everything :D Once again, thanks for everything!

And this is dedicate to all my wonderful Sisters, Brothers and Friends who's always here for me! I know I do not have the best group of friends, the most ideal clique of friends at this very age. But I can't deny that I've the most wonderful and unique Sisters, Brothers and Friends around me. Who do care for me in time of struggles and who doesn't :D The word, friends, there're way too many and it's also too easily claimed :D But the true ones stand out and every individual would know what I'm referring to. I honestly hate speaking in speech this way as it may sounds rather prototypical. But well, so to my Sisters, Brothers and Friends, you know who you're :D Thank you all, for being here with me always, be it happy, sad etc.. I'm strong now and nothing can affect me that easily and badly. I won't and will not because of one particular tree and give up the whole beautiful forest :D And and and, remember this, there's no such words called SAD in my dictionary! You happy, I happy and everyone happy. Being cheerful is always the best!! =)

To you, I remember how we met, how we be friends and everything. You're someone who I dote so much before and always never give up hope on. Worse is, never did I expect such things will happen to us and this incident make me believe in miracle :D Went thru so much ups and downs together and I really didn't forget a single things. Talking about this make me smile a little now :D Because these are memories and I'll never forget the happy moment when we're in good terms! :) I learned how to be more forgiven, giving in, never be so dumb, never put someones in my priority after all this happened. Indeed, I also know who's here for me whenever I'm down(Quarrel with you etc). I should and shall thanked you =) Honestly, I did all the hurtful things to you is because I'm hurt, disappointed, sad and want revenge to let you know I can be this evil and want you to feel the same. Okay enough, whatever it's, past is past and bygones is bygones! See ya soon and take care =)

To you, I know you've been waiting for me months. Honestly, I did touched by your small little gifts that day if you remember :D This is sweet. But let me tell you this, I'm still not ready to be in relationship and I'm happy with my current life. I took relationship seriously as I don't want to get hurt neither do I want to hurt others. And yes, I do believe in karma and it's a bitch! Let me tell you, I'm not easy to handle, my attitude and temper is very bad just like a slut and never you dare to piss me off because I can roar at you likea lion! Worse is, never do things which betray me because I'll not hear explanation and never will I give chance because I already said it here to warn you :D Last but not least, respect me(I'll do the same), trust me(and not question me), love me for who I'm and as long as you really want me, time is not a problem. So yeah, take note of all this. Will have more if I missed it out.. And and and, please give me up if you can't wait or have someone else. Because I don't wanna give false hope or disappoint you with the answer. I'm not saying I'm rejecting you, but to tell you before hand, I don't know what will happen or gonna happen in the future :D Good luck then, JL..